Thursday, May 12, 2011

Passion Leak

For some reason I feel like there is a leak in my passion pump. I no longer desire to do the things that I feel I was once ''passionate'' about. Sometimes I feel that too much information about someone else who is doing what I used to do or would like to do has caused me to feel inferior and possibly less than qualified...even though I have experienced success. However, that is beyond believable because how can the knowledge of someone else cause one to question his/her ability to do the very thing that they were once successful at because of their passion. I've heard of dry seasons and such; so I'm not exactly ruling that out. I just know that something is missing. It almost makes me wonder if there is another passion that is on the rise, like for a cause in connection to an experience that I haven't shared just yet. Still, though, the things that I was once passionate about should be the objects of some kind of purpose-driven desire to move forward right? I remind myself of some things that I was told but wonder if those things were spoken because of what others saw on me or what they actually knew about me. This is definitely a moment of revelation into what really drives me to do what I do. It causes me to search my heart and identify the motives for doing the things that I once had a passion to do. At this point, I don't even seek a ''thing'' to pour passion into; but I seek passion for something that will drive me to simply ''do''. I have to find this leak, and soon, because I'm almost empty!
Peace, Blessings, and Favor

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